First and foremost, I’m sorry if I did not respond to your
email this week! I will get to you. I promise. I just need time...just give me
more time!
So El Sal is movin and groovin. I am in a city that is a city in every sense of the word. There are buses. There are
chain restaurants. There are many people. There are venders. There are stop
lights. Everything that there wasn’t in Belize, there is here.
So it’s fun to have a totally new experience, but I’m not
quite sure how to be a missionary in a city! I feel like a cockroach on its
back. It’s a bad place to be.
But being back in El Sal, I’ve been forced to speak Spanish
again. And my worst fears have been confirmed. My new companion, the darling
Sister W, coming at you from Wyoming, USA, has noted that I do indeed
change my voice when I speak Spanish. I like...cannot control it. I lower
my voice a few registers when I’m speaking Spanish. hahahaha. According to her,
it’s really soothing and trance inducing. Alright alright. So I’m looking
forward to converting people by mesmerizing them with my voice intonations. Mom
I don’t know if that is the right word.
But yeah. Actually Spanish is hard. It’s hard to form
relationships with people. It’s hard to understand people. And it’s hard to say
what I want to say. It’s coming. I’m probably a little awkward, but that is
half the joy of the mission.
In addition, I went to Walmart.
WHAT.
Yes, the one and only. And maybe you all think that Walmart
is kinda low class in the United States, but guess what. Here, it doesn’t get
even ounce more elegant. Walmart is where it is at. Its super fancy pants and
more expensive, but is has been such a joy to shop there. They have everything
there!! It’s just so....AMERICA.
So I guess they decided that I am no longer at the bottom of
the barrel, and now I’m a sister training leader!! Wooooow. Ok ok. So I’m
here to corrupt the minds of the younger sister missionaries. In reality, I’m
excited to try and help them out and to learn from them. Basically I just tell
them that they’re beautiful and perfect and smart and then I buy them some
chocolate or ice cream and write them a nice note. Just kidding. Partly. But
really, I’m a little nervous about messing them up. I’m praying a lot. For a
lot of help. That I really need a lot.
So the area is pretty barren right now. I arrived and we had
like...one half of an investigator (an investigator is someone they
are teaching) .
Nice! So we are doing some pumping up! Sister W just finished her training
too so she is young in the mission. People say I’m old now. Which is just plain
creepy. Tooooo creepy.
Guys. In the words of a one Gertrude Stein, America is my
country, and San Ignacio my hometown. I hope there isn’t a copyright on that.
Honestly the transition at times has been trying, but it’s all about the F
word. Faith.
Faith is doing what’s right even when we don’t see the
results. Its persevering in being obedient and diligent even when what you
expected doesn’t come through. Its keeping the commandments when you don’t
realllly understand them...consistently when you may not see the blessings
immediately.
So for reals, that is what I am trying to do. I’m trying to
be faithful. I’m trying to put everything I have learned in the past 11 months
together and blow up the mission. But I know the results might take time.
Sometimes Heavenly Father needs to test our faith and our patience. That’s fine
by me. If I’ve learned anything, it’s to trust in Him. He has got it all
figured out.
As per usual, I’m short on time. Just know that there are
many more adventures that maybe one day I’ll put in a book. But. I love you
all, I miss you all. I pray for you. This is Christ’s church. Jesus Christ is
our Savior. With Him, we can do anything He asks!
At you from San Salvador,
Hermana Hirschi
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